poem

Jul 07 13:04

I Am a Seer [work in progress?]

I am a seer in this world
I can spy with my third eye...
What is coming, what could happen
To all of us...

I am a seer of people
Your eyes are two way mirror...
I am on the other side of your mirror
I see your soul...

Jun 29 16:36

I Was Wrong. Hear Me...

I Was Wrong. Hear Me...

I was wrong
All of my life
I yearned for acceptance
Yet
I was wrong
I was me
Why couldn't you see me?
Ahem
You THINK too much
You CARE too much
CONFORM! And you won't be alone
Then
I was wrong
Thought I was
They told me I was
See
I wasn't like others
I knew I didn't feel
As they did. As I should.
But
I was wrong
Self-conscious
Hiding wall-flower
See
Non-conformists are shunned

Jul 01 09:45

Heart On a Sleeve

Heart On a Sleeve

Hearts on display
On stands, in dirt
Hanging from trees
Wish mine was one of them.

So many hearts
Of glass, resin, paint
None of them beat
Wish mine was one of them.

False doesn't feel
Looks real, normal, not hurting
They are there, just there
Wish mine was one of them.

Hearts admired
Sculpture and paint
Shown in proper light
Wish mine was one of them.

Hiding my heart
It's real, feels, loves, hurts
Embarrassing Emotional
My heart is one of them.

Jun 19 21:45

Choosing Doors

CHOOSING DOORS

Visioning Hekatae,
Keeper of the Keys.

You have taught me-
To hear the whispers of the wind,
To see the transformation in the fire,
To feel the ebb and flow of the water,
To read the portents of the world.

I stand upon this world; yet,
transcending through the stars.
In spirit, I stand as a pillar,
a support of the vault of the heavens.

The portals of change and possibility
stand before me, yet again.
Static is not a choice,
Life's journey is movement.

I read the portents,
Feel the movements,
See the possibilities,
Hear the calls,
My SoulSpiritBeing is unsettled.

Come, Glorious Hekatae!
Patroness, Visionary.
Aid me in my change.

May 29 17:51

Discipline

Purple God of Healing
Whip Wielder!

I await You, naked, spreadeagle
Hiding nothing,
Showing joy

So I think…

But You know me too well
My body, thoughts, feelings, beliefs are façades, obstacles to
My progress,
My journey,
My healing.

Your nude body approaches mine
Eyes blazing, You look deep into mine.
In Love,
In Grace,
In Power.

You asked for Healing.
It comes in removing what does not serve.
It comes with discipline. It comes with pain.
It comes with change.
This is what you prayed for.

I shudder as His whip handle touches me
My body, my mind, my emotions, my soul,
Inspecting every part of me.

Dear God!
You can see everything!
My shame of/in me
My hiding my power

May 28 09:51

Night Prayer

I sit upon my bed.
The wearying day done.
More tomorrow, yet I cannot sleep.

I pray- Purple God of Healing,
Help me, Hold me.
I have doubts.

I need rest.
I need support.
I need healing.

I ask You-
Purple God of Healing,
Be with me.

I lay back upon my bed,
And pull the sheet to cover.
I feel his arm come over my shoulder

His body presses upon my back,
His knees behind mine.
I am spooning with my God.

I feel His breath
On my nape.
I relax into His embrace

And I will sleep and dream.
There is no fear,
For I lay with a God.

The Purple God of Healing
Is with me, holding me.
In Sacredness, I sleep.