prayer

Jun 19 21:45

Choosing Doors

CHOOSING DOORS

Visioning Hekatae,
Keeper of the Keys.

You have taught me-
To hear the whispers of the wind,
To see the transformation in the fire,
To feel the ebb and flow of the water,
To read the portents of the world.

I stand upon this world; yet,
transcending through the stars.
In spirit, I stand as a pillar,
a support of the vault of the heavens.

The portals of change and possibility
stand before me, yet again.
Static is not a choice,
Life's journey is movement.

I read the portents,
Feel the movements,
See the possibilities,
Hear the calls,
My SoulSpiritBeing is unsettled.

Come, Glorious Hekatae!
Patroness, Visionary.
Aid me in my change.

May 29 17:51

Discipline

Purple God of Healing
Whip Wielder!

I await You, naked, spreadeagle
Hiding nothing,
Showing joy

So I think…

But You know me too well
My body, thoughts, feelings, beliefs are façades, obstacles to
My progress,
My journey,
My healing.

Your nude body approaches mine
Eyes blazing, You look deep into mine.
In Love,
In Grace,
In Power.

You asked for Healing.
It comes in removing what does not serve.
It comes with discipline. It comes with pain.
It comes with change.
This is what you prayed for.

I shudder as His whip handle touches me
My body, my mind, my emotions, my soul,
Inspecting every part of me.

Dear God!
You can see everything!
My shame of/in me
My hiding my power

May 28 09:51

Night Prayer

I sit upon my bed.
The wearying day done.
More tomorrow, yet I cannot sleep.

I pray- Purple God of Healing,
Help me, Hold me.
I have doubts.

I need rest.
I need support.
I need healing.

I ask You-
Purple God of Healing,
Be with me.

I lay back upon my bed,
And pull the sheet to cover.
I feel his arm come over my shoulder

His body presses upon my back,
His knees behind mine.
I am spooning with my God.

I feel His breath
On my nape.
I relax into His embrace

And I will sleep and dream.
There is no fear,
For I lay with a God.

The Purple God of Healing
Is with me, holding me.
In Sacredness, I sleep.

May 21 17:26

Experience

Purple God of Healing
Loving Healer!

Hold me, caress me,
Keep me safe.

Rest my head on Your arm,
Your hand upon my heart.

Our warmth, Our sweat,
Our breath - joining.

I sigh into your embrace
Your sweetness in my soul.

Hand to Hand
Cock to Cock
Hand to Hand
Forehead to Forehead

Heart to Heart
Souls kissing

Acceptance Generation, Manifestation, Seeing
Expression.

The Prism created
Between, Within
Together

We move Our energy
Our bodies follow.

Building power
Between, Within

We move Our energy
Our bodies follow.

Building power
Between, Within

Cocks red, hard, ERECT!
Bodies writhing, sweat slicked.
Power solid, expanding, SHINING!
Souls burning, entwining.

Stronger, Harder, Louder, Higher